“Why Did You Doubt?”

19th Sunday of Ordinary Time, Year A. 13th August 2017.

And in the fourth watch of the night he came to them walking on the sea. But when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified, saying, “It is a ghost!” And they cried out for fear. But immediately he spoke to them, saying, “Take heart, it is I; have no fear.” And Peter answered him, “Lord, if it is you, bid me to come to you on the water. He said, “Come.” So Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water and came to Jesus; but when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and the beginning to sink he cried out, “Lord, save me.” Jesus immediately reached out his hand and caught him, saying to him, “O man of little faith, why did you doubt?” And when they got into the boat, the wind ceased. And those in the boat worshipped him, saying, “Truly you are the son of God.”

Matthew 14:25-33

Doubt. That which weakens the foundation on which faith is built. That weed which chokes the fresh sprout of confidence in ourselves and our God. That cloud ready to cover our sunny days as we fear what the storms would bring. Doubt.

Our lives as Christians is never some smooth sailing. We are bound to face a lot of ups and downs, crisis, and tribulations. These “crosses” sometimes tend to have us doubting if we’re on the right boat or if our Lord is really with us as these events unfold as we journey through life. And as the winds of doubt blows right at us, we lose focus on God. We turn our gaze away from the One who can calm our stormy situations, and like Peter, we begin to sink when we should stay afloat.

But Our Lord Jesus Christ is always close by. He is ready to walk us through the storms we face. He always intervenes even when we are in doubt. He makes the fullness of God’s presence known to us continuously. He is the still small voice that tell us “Come.” With a strong and unwavering faith, He makes us defy the laws of flotation and even Archimedes principle in our life events as we walk over our oceans of crisis.

So what are those storms in your life that clouds your spiritual insight to see that your Saviour is never far away? What are those waves of difficulties and problems which shake your boat of faith and confidence in the Risen Lord to get you safe through those moments?

Today, Our Lord Jesus reaches out to us men of little faith and draws us out from the drowning ocean of doubt, not in reprimand but with love. He says to us, “Take heart, it is I; have no fear.Let us never be too wavered and forgetful to cry out to Him in our time of trials like Peter did saying, “Lord save me” so that we may once again come to believe in Him who saves, Him who is truly the Son of God. And may He reach out His hands and pull us into glory and restore our lives to its steadiness whenever we call on Him.